22nd
catching up
hey tumblr. long time no see, i think we should catch up. so much to fill in on. i’ve had so many thoughts and emotions over the past few weeks, but didn’t get to capture it in writing. what happens to a thought when it’s not solidified into text or picture or other physical manifestation? sometimes, if it’s heavy enough, it seems to leave an imprint in memory. but otherwise, it seems to just disperse and get absorbed into the ether.
but anyway, been super busy at work, getting all my shit in gear for my japan trip. as murakami would say, shoveling capitalistic snow. now it’s all over, back here in the states wishing it didn’t go by so fast with me wishing it over.
update, tw ex-gf: i kicked her out of the apartment after 3 days. she asked for 3 days to say her piece. now she’s gone, probably out of my life forever. she sent me a 10 page email. i can’t finish reading it, because every paragraph or so, i find it hard to read through the tears forming. i really do love her, but it just can never be. i wish with all my heart that she finds happiness. that she forgets about me. that she could somehow be frozen in time with her smile from the beaches of the caribbean, so that her beauty and true fleeting happiness would always exist in this world.
moving on… japan. awesome. i turned it into a ramen pilgrimage of sorts, i think i ate 8 bowls of ramen in total, as well as bringing back some high quality packaged ramen. had a great time with aguri and ben-kun. going drinking until 6am, japanese barbecue, chillin’ in yokohama. met some really cute girls: saori, ken, ryo, yukari were the highlights. eating wagyu at yamato. i love that restaurant.
now i’m back, with 2 weeks until i take off again for japan and china. ok, i need to be more diligent with writing. tumblr, don’t be a stranger.
